Do you know? I count your heartbeats before you sleep
I bite my fingernails to bone
And then I crawl back under the stairwell
To a place I call my home.

I really hope you enjoy the show,
Because for me, it's just a bad day.
You need people like me to feel.

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

You'll never know
I don't know where I'm going to sleep tonight.
She said, "Hotels are cheap,
And there's one down the street."
But, don't you threaten me with a good time.
Murder the moment.
My God, I'm the serpent.
I'm sorry, I can't see that you truly love me.

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

I've been having this dream that we can fly,
So maybe if we never wake up, we can see the sky.

Oh, alright.

Please, don't take this out on me,
'Cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive.
And I don't wanna wait for the down-set date
'Cause I would rather end it all tonight.
And if I mean anything to you,
I'm sorry, but I've made up my mind.

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

I've been having this dream that we can fly,
So darling, close your eyes.
Cause you're about to miss everything

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LOVELIES

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even if there's nowhere left to go
I'll take you there, I'll take you there

and if it ever feels like there is nowhere left to turn
I'll take you there
always be there
please take me there

I've watched myself struggle with this fear of falling down
cause I've seen a silhouette of me who is this stranger I've become

who is this man that I've become?

even if there's nowhere left to go
I'll take you there
and if it ever feels like there is nowhere left to turn
I'll take you there
always be there
please take me there

I lost myself
I questioned if I had the strength to move
cause I get up and then I fall back down
I look up and there's nobody around
It's quiet and I hate the sound
so quiet and I hate the sound
how could I let myself come to this?
I'll take one more drink and then I'll be dismissed
I'm left to walk this world alone
I like it better on my own
for all the things I've done
who is this man that I've become?

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