HÐl - الصفحة 5 - عيون العرب

**kanra chan** · #21 04-30-2014, 12:01 PM

My personality evolution :P

" i'm just writing this to make sure i don't forget who i was some day lol

kindergarten , first & second grade :
i was a shy , girly girl but still very social . I also remember being called " adorable " all the time
For god knows why =.=
lol

3rd , 4th & 5th grade :
some how i became a tomboy who has a great interest in bullying people xD

6th grade :

still a tomboy , but with out the bullying part .... actually , i kinda believe i was the class' clown 0.0
not very proud of that =-=

7th grade :
it was simply the worst !
As i was into emo & goth stuff
i was really gloomy & i pretty much hated every one .
i guess my self esteem was in it's lowest at that time :\

8th & 9th grade :
i decided to start a new page in my life - as i can recall - & became a huge bookworm/ shy nerd/ very quiet geek xD
Good times , GOOD TIMES ! ~

i had some enemies in my class & a few friends - 3 to be exact -_-" - but i was happy .

10th , 11th & 12th grade :
i don't really know , it's the " me " right now , so ...=-=
but if i have to , i'd say i'm a lazy , mean , sarcastic & a kind of careless person :3

"♥ the 3 friends i had in 8th grade are still my best ones ,
the girls who i used to call " enemies " also became some good friends of mine who i really appreciate
we remember those days when we used to tease each other & laugh :P

that being said , Life IS strange
o.O

**kanra chan** · #22 07-02-2014, 09:46 PM

" لم تعد تهمني شهآدة الثآنوية .. ولم يعد يهمني مآ يدعى بالمعدل العآلي ..
أصبحت أتمنى النجآح فقط والخروج من هذآ "العذآب"
لگن شقآء أمي يگبت روحي .. ودعآء أبي لي بالتفوق .. يبگي عيني .. وأنتظآر هذآ وذآگ لي .. حتى ذآگ البعيد .. يأسرني
أصبح الذي أعرف والذي لآ أعرف يسعى لمعرفة نتآجي من هذآ العآم !!
تلگ الجآره التي لآ نعرف حتى آسمها تسأل عني !
وذآگ التآجر .. ربمآ يگون صديق أبي أيضآ يسأل عني !!
لمآ گل هذه آلآهميه !!
لمآ تتوقف مسيرتي الدرآسيه على هذآ العآم !!
أصبح خوفي من الفشل .. أگبر هم عندي
أصبحت الدرآسه أخر شهرين أول أولويآتي
لم أعد تلگ المهمله .. اللآ مبآليه
لگن لست بتلگ الفتآة التي گآنت ضحگتهآ لآ تفآرقهآ
رب آنجح گل طآلب بمعدل لم يگن يتوقعه
رب آرني ابتسآمه آبي وسط عنآء أوسط أيآم شهرگ المبآرگ
رب آمنحني الصبر .. فقد ضآقت روحي "

Sounds pretty accurate to what i've been going through "

**kanra chan** · #23 07-20-2014, 06:27 PM

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**الناس بتشتري اواعي للعيد #وغزة بتشتري كفن للشهيد ...
**الناس بتصلي فجر وضهر وعصر ومغرب وعشا ...
**#وغزة بتصلي فجر وضهر وعصر ومغرب وعشا وجنازة ...
**الناس بتفطر عصوت الاذان#وغزة بتفطر عصوت القنابل والمدافع ...
**الناس بتشاهد المسلسلات#وغزة بتشاهد المذابح ...
#غزة_تحت_القصف

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**kanra chan** · #24 03-30-2015, 11:12 PM

ヽ(^◇^*)/

oh Hello , there ~
i haven't been here for ever _ or so it seems _

it hurts to say that this post will be my last on this blog , obviously because of the memories (◠︿◠✿)
yet i'm making a new one so i'm kind of over it lol

this place meant so much for me , it still does .
i absolutely can't get over how much it has affected me , it did it in a ways that i didn't even realize until i drifted away from it ( you know , school ) . it's really true what they say , you never realize how much sth means to you until you lose it and start missing it .
i can't remember one day i spent here and i was upset or didn't have fun .
i made a bunch of some VERY great friends ＼（＾○＾）人（＾○＾）／ who i feel that i knew since ever !
here i found interest in some things that i wouldn't normally consider looking through [ like Photoshop or even anime and story writing ]
i got my nickname here "kanra chan " , which i now use pretty much every where around the internet [ all thanks to the great Yui ]
>‿‿◕
and no , i'm not over reacting about this whole thing

Looking through my old writings i tend to think i only got worse by time haha
oh , well
let's hope things will change from now on
as i am a new person now
( i'm also a new person every couple of hours lol )

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧